Surreality

About

Blurb

Angerica
- Aya

Ookina ryoute ga sotto senaka ni mawaru
terefon bokkusu no naka hajimatta kiss
yume ga samenai you ni kyou mo baito wo sabo ri
yoyogi pakku ni ochiru hi wo mi ni kiteta

A pair of big hands softly revolve in my back
it started with a kiss inside a telephone box.
As if I don't want to wake up from a dream, today too I skip work
and we came at the dusk to see each other at Yoyogi park

I don't wanna let you go anywhere
tatoe younai kurai utsukushii sora
ima, omoitsuku kagiri no yasashi sa wo
anata ni ageru ne ageru ne ageru ne

I don't wanna let you go anywhere
for example not to that beautiful sky
now, thinking about it as much as I can,
you my dear kindly fly away, right? you fly away, right? you fly away, right?

Futari wa ima koko ni sonzai shite
ooku no yorokobi ya kanashimi wo mitsukedashi
wakeatte norikoete
mirai wo utagawazu susumitai

We used to exist together in this place
finding many joys and sorrows.
Sharing and climbing over it
we had no doubt about going towards the future.

Funsui no mae de tomatta futari no kage wa
yorisoi yami ni tokeru made hanarezu ni ita
subete yudane ai anata to ikite shi ni tai
soshite, eien ga futari no mikata de aru you ni...

Our shadows stopped in front of the water fountain
cuddled together, not letting go, until they melt in the darkness.
I would entrust everything to be with you, losing my life
so then, we would be together as allies for the eternity...

I don't wanna let you go anywhere
tatoe you nai kurai utsukushii sora
ima, omoitsuku kagiri no yasashi sa wo
anata ni ageru ne ageru ne ageru ne

I don't wanna let you go anywhere
for example not to that beautiful sky
now, thinking about it as much as I can,
you my dear kindly fly away, right? you fly away, right? you fly away, right?

Anata wo shinjiru koto kanjiru koto
anata wo iyasu koto mamoru koto
atashi wa soba ni ite dakishimete
anata e wa motomezu ni mitashiteku koto

Beleving you, feeling you
healing you, protecting you
being at my side to hold me
feeling complete without asking you anything

Futari wa ima koko ni sonzai shite
ooku no yorokobi ya kanashimi wo mitsukedashi
wakeatte norikoete
mirai wo utagawazu susumitai mono

We used to exist together in this place
finding many joys and sorrows.
Sharing and climbing over it
we had no doubt about going towards something like the future.

Cowboy Bebop Movie?!?	Aug. 19th, 2008 @ 10:03 am

So am I the only one who is really excited that Keanu Reeves is going to play Spike Spiegel in an upcoming Cowboy Bebop movie? Because while I agree the guy can't act, it's not like he doesn't resemble the character well enough. And he has his snarky moments so wtf?? I think he's a good person to play the part.

Feeling::

content

(WHAT!?!)

Been Awhile..	Jul. 28th, 2008 @ 12:42 pm

So...not much changes. Especially not the way I start my posts, it seems. Ah.

Ok so not much going on currently. At work, on lunch, just finished updating my myspace. Don't know why I bother. Everyone I want to stay in contact with I already see and they already know what goes on in my life so what's the point? Maybe it's just the feeling of sanity that comes with updating a journal. All I do know is I spent just about all of yesterday reading that Twilight book everyone's going nuts over. Finally. Which is a bit sad because I used to be completely into those kinds of books as a teenager and even into my early twenties. So picking up the book, espcially being right smack in the middle of my Doctor Who phase, was kinda weird for me. I hate throwing myself into a new interest when my old one hasn't let up. It feels like I'm cheating on a lover, LOL.

Anyways, so Twilight and a bit about me:

( Twilight Review... )
So there. My review. I think I'll start the second book now. I have to do check in at 1:30pm so may as well have something to read while I do that. Maybe it won't get too busy.

Haha. A girl came in this morning, 14 years of age. Needed a new card so I made her one. While I'm checking out her mom's ID and making the card she takes a glance at Twilight, which I had cover up on my desk. She goes, "OMG, that book was like SO good."

I think ten years ago, I may have agreed wholeheartedly.

Lost Again:: My Own Personal Hell

Feeling::

content

Tags: bella swan, edward cullen, fiction, personal, twilight

(WHAT!?!)

Steven Moffat FTW!!!	May. 21st, 2008 @ 03:17 pm

Steven Moffat, the lovely brain behind The Girl in the Fireplace and Blink is taking over as showrunner for Russell T. Davies!! OMFG!! Steven Moffat, I FRIKKIN' LOVE YOU!! Congratulations!!!

Feeling::

satisfied

(WHAT!?!)

Frikkin' Crying.	May. 16th, 2008 @ 09:58 pm

I am frikkin' crying.

It's so not fair. I was ready for it to hurt, I really was. I was ready for it to be a painful frikkin' last episode for Moonlight and BLOODY FRAKKING HELL IT WAS!! I'm a damn mess!! And just watching the whole ending, thinking to myself of what he should do right before he went and did it!

It was bittersweet. And so damn painful to watch this episode and know that that was it, that there would be no more.

This fucking sucks.

Feeling::

depressed

Listening To:: Emerson Hart - I Wish the Best For You

(WHAT!?!)

Frak!	May. 16th, 2008 @ 03:49 pm

So...Moonlight's been canceled. My coworker is beside herself. I'm walking around in a daze. And I just want to crumple into David Tennant's arms...and maybe rape him after I finish bawling...and just sit in silence. Or maybe with sad emo music in the background. Oh damnitalltohell. On the upside, I leave the job in about half an hour or so. Downside, it's raining, it's a bit of a walk to the train station, and did I mention Moonlight was canceled? Not even frikkin' Doctor Who can cheer me up. I stumbled across spoilers for this season's finale and I just couldn't pull my eyes away from it. So I read. And read. And now I'm severely depressed. Can nothing cheer me up tonight?

What's that you said? Alcohol?!

Too true.

Anyways, picked up photoshop again after such a long time. I used to use it all the time when I did my own anime/manga art. I would spend hours and hours in front of the computer, jrock and english rock blasting, testing different colors for skin tone and hair colors, all sorts of hours just sitting there. I miss it so much sometimes. I know I can't get back to it but sometimes just being completely in love with something, and yes, atm that something is Doctor Who, will bring it out of me all over again. So I made some pics and then shrunk them into icon size as well in case I want to use them. Maybe at some point I'll make a post on some icon sites but not until I have a good batch. And good to me means perfect.

I suck.

Anyways, yes. I also started up again with the fanfiction. Or not that I started up, I've always been writing, just under a different name. I used to write under Aeslinn. Now I write under...another name, LOL. So currently I have a Cowboy Bebop and a Moonlight fic up that I keep updating every once in a while. I took the handle over from someone I used to know and we've even collaborated on some fics but now she doesn't write anymore (that I know of) so I abuse the name. Hee.

I just want to get the hell out of here. This rain is bringing me down so I need to hurry up and get the f*ck out of here. Can only be creative at home. Must go home!

Feeling::

contemplative

Listening To:: Heather Nova - Not Only Human

(WHAT!?!)

Customize

Top of Page

Surreality

Advertisement